Naked

For the second time. I deleted the first one by accident....
I took a naked picture of my body. Ha ha you say. Why would I do such a crazy, unthinkable thing? Wellllll. I needed to see for myself just how badly things have gotten out of control. I needed to give myself a reason to be running on the treadmill. I needed to see that I can't eat that snack after 7pm or the other things I give myself permission to eat when I'm tired, bored, angry, depressed or any other emotion. I needed to see what I am hiding from.
I won't hide the truth from myself any longer. I am out of denial. Cellulite lives here and I am going to destroy it. I will conquer the fat. I will do it for myself and no one else.
What will be your incentive to move your body? Do you have a camera?

Winter blues and greens

We have been crazy busy and not busy at all. It makes no sense but it's true. I have done so much business work over the past two months that I'm actually proud of myself. I have spent time with my girlfriends and even had a night or two to spend with Mike. I went back to brown hair, blond is way too much work-sorry Mike. We have had a few family walks on those days that the air wasn't going to make us into popsicles. I have read two more books to the children and am finishing the third one. I love that my kids are readers. Meaghan was struggling with her reading and is now starting to "get it". I caught Dan reading to both of the girls a few weeks ago and almost took a picture. I really should have. I need to strap the camera to my waist for those moments. Due to the freezing weather we have had alooot of indoor time this winter. We didn't even have enough snow to make a snowman this year. Alot of quiet time and reading and movies. I am so ready for Spring and gardening and running and laundry on the line. Call me a freak but I also can't wait to wash the van and clean the inside. Nothing says Spring like a clean vehicle to me. I hope you all get the chance to clean your vehicles soon. Go buy yourself some seeds and start some grass indoors for Easter. The world awakens again!